Today Kiki ate her medicine like a good girl. Took only one attempt on my part. =)
This morning we ate at Jalan Kayu. Supposed to go to the nearby reservoir but I felt stuffy so we went all the way back to Parkway. His first time there, haha. Then we dragged our feet to the beach because we were tired and wanted somewhere to sit.
You know, at times, especially now, [even now] my heart feels like it's breaking over what I've done. And I'm still plagued by doubts. Doubts because I think I made the most unfair decision in the whole world. Everything moved so fast - letting go of my best friend, hurting him.
And I'm still sad. Something's wrong in the equation. Shouldn't I be happy? I am, for the most part. But there's a part of me that's still sad over letting go of all that had meant so much to me.
I fell too fast, I feel too much,
I thought that you might have, some advise to give, on how to be insensitive.
